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Kurt
So it's been awhile since I've posted. Mostly because the work of getting decent grades at GATech without going mad from lack of rest was keeping me pretty damn busy, and also because I didn't have anything I felt like saying.

But now I'm home, and boy do I have something to fucking say.

My mom has been on my case since I got home. The main thrust is that somehow, no matter what I'm doing, it's not enough.

Helping around the house? Not helping enough.

Working at my internship full time? Not enough.

And here's the real bitch: 16 hours of class at Tech? NOT ENOUGH. I SHOULD BE TAKING ENOUGH THAT I CAN GRADUATE IN THREE YEARS, WHILE MAINTAINING A 3.5 GPA!!!

I think you can see the flaw in her logic there. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I can't summon good grades out of my ass. I'm sorry that I know damn well a workload like that would destroy me. I don't care what she says, I'm NOT FUCKING DOING IT.

 

And then she has the gall to ask why I don't want to talk to her!
 

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Blasting in My Ears: Queensryche - I Don't Believe in Love
 
 
Kurt
03 January 2009 @ 05:22 pm
So after a few hiccups, I managed to get into every class I wanted, save one, Health. Which isn't a big deal. 2 hours. Big woop. I applied for an override but honestly I don't really care if I get it. So I have 14 hours of classes.

I tell mom this, and she flips her fucking lid.

"14 HOURS YOU CAN'T HAVE JUST 14 HOURS IT'LL TAKE YOU FOREVER TO GRADUATE AND YOU'RE WASTING MY MONEY. HOW WORTHLESS ARE YOU FIX THAT RIGHT NOW!"


Nevermind she's already bitched me out for getting meh grades last semester, and then again when I registered for, land sakes, easier classes this semester to make up for that. Nevermind one sure fire way to improve grades is to take slightly less hours so there's less stress and more time to work on each individual class. Nevermind that it's a TWO hour difference between what I have now and what I'm supposed to have. No, clearly my inability to make an open health class (that's not Rosskopf. Fuck Rosskopf) appear from my ass is a failing on my part, and a deliberate insult to her.

 

FUCK. THAT.
 
 
Locale: home
Current Mood: enragedenraged
Blasting in My Ears: Silence.
 
 
Kurt
03 January 2009 @ 02:06 pm

So I've been reading the archives of community mock_the_stupid.

 

I get to one about an incompetent doctor. (This one: http://community.livejournal.com/mock_the_stupid/3009991.html)
Okay, sure, some doctors are dumbfucks, just like any other profession. That's fine.

But when the community, which supposedly was formed to mock the stupid, recommends and endorses homeopathy instead!?
 

ARRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHH.


My irony meter just exploded.

 
 
Locale: home
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Blasting in My Ears: Tim Minchin - Storm
 
 
Kurt
28 December 2008 @ 03:26 pm

BEAT KAIN ON LEVEL 8. FRIGGIN' FINALLY.

 

PS: Nebula rocks.

 

 
 
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Blasting in My Ears: Soilwork - Weapon of Vanity
 
 
Kurt
27 December 2008 @ 09:43 pm

 I think something is pissing my mom off again. She's been lashing out at me for no good reason... well, she does that a lot anyway, but worse than usual. Last time it was like this she had a vicious case of the flu and didn't want to admit it.

 

Sheesh. When you're angry, please work to turn it on people who deserve it.

 
 
Locale: home
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Blasting in My Ears: Symphony X - Set the World On Fire
 
 
 
Kurt
16 December 2008 @ 09:06 pm

If you want me to talk to you, talk to me. Don't bitch at me about my perceived failings and my not-good-enoughness, because all that'll do is make me clam the fuck up. That's not talking, that's you being fucking annoying. Either come up with something worth talking about or accept that I don't like to talk about how much I suck. Amazing concept, isn't?! I love you and I'd love to talk about something interesting. My inability to do anything right is not fucking interesting.

 

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Blasting in My Ears: Symphony X - Set the World On Fire
 
 
Kurt
12 December 2008 @ 05:11 pm

Air moves past me
Leaves swirl around me
dancing in nothingness.
Sometimes, I think the wind
does this just for me.
 

 
 
Locale: around
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Blasting in My Ears: Over the Hills and Far Away - Nightwish
 
 
Kurt
11 December 2008 @ 07:34 pm

DONE WITH FINALS

YES!

 
 
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Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Blasting in My Ears: Iron Maiden - The Evil That Men Do
 
 
Kurt
30 November 2008 @ 12:42 am
DONE  


 

I feel friggin' accomplished.


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Blasting in My Ears: Ladytron - Destroy Everything You Touch
 
 
Kurt
25 November 2008 @ 12:27 am
So I finally took a day off NaNoWriMo. Didn't write a word today. Fortunately, I am literally two days ahead of schedule, so this does not particularly matter. Problem is, I still feel like a tremendous slacker, despite the fact I spent most of the day doing annoyingly difficult work.

God damn it brain, SHUT UP.
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